A bored thing happening to me again & again....

Margaret  was here....

Let you do till numb.

Please larhx.....Do all the shit thing  kckc tag me photos + come & asked me something.

Hey.....
I need to ask you.

We had been long time know each other.

You Beh Syok who please don`t involved me k?
I`m just doing myself.
What`s wrong with you all?

Dramatics~

I won`t stand any side too.
Ya....i mean both.
Fair & Square.
I knew you all well....but you all personality not really bad too.
Am i right?



C`mon.....be mature please.
What really happen i really dunno about it.

Innocent me~

Maybe of jealousy make you all like that.
But the truth is....


Recall back please.
When i`m still worked at Nike with my friend.
 You pretending that you dunno us & walk here & there with ur bf outside the door.

Try to be nice with each other k?
Same like high school gang.
Remember?

Speechless!
@.@

Finally got time to rest.

Phew~

I was busying my C&G this lately.

12/09/2011-23/09/2011
Listened to C&G but the due date is 23th.
Rushed like hell.
Not really can sleep this few days.

Fever here & there....cough,sore throat,Lao Sai + more......


Shermin.
I am sorry about ur Birthday party.
I went out to do some service.
Hope that you won`t mind.
I should apologize to you.
"Happy Birthday To Little Monster"

Sexed Up (By Robbie Williams)

Well i love this song so much.
Meaningful~

"Sexed Up"

Loose lips sunk ships
I'm getting to grips with what you said
No it's not in my head
I can't awaken the dead
Day after day

Why don't we talk about it
Why do you always doubt that there can be a better way
It doesn't make me wanna stay

Why don't we break up
There's nothing left to say
I got my eyes shut
Praying they won't stray
Oh we're not sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away

You say we're fatally flawed
When I'm easily bored
Is that OK?
Strike me off your list
Make this the last kiss
I walk away

Why don't we talk about it?
I'm only here don't shout it
Give 'em time, you'll forget
Let's pretend we never met

Why don't we break up?
There's nothing left to say
I got my eyes shut
Praying they won't stray
Oh we're not sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away

Screw you
I didn't like your taste anyway
I chose you
That's all go to waste it
It's Saturday
I'll go out and find another you

Why don't we?
Why don't we break up?
There's nothing left to say
I got my eyes shut
Praying they won't stray
Oh we're not sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away
I hope you blow away
I hope you blow away 

Fight For This Love (By Cheryl Cole)

"Fight For This Love"

Hmm.. Oh
Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse (curse)
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt

Is it better, is it worse?
Are we sitting in reverse?
It's just like we're going backwards
I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but let's go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash, no

[Pre-chorus:]
Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back
Back to the start. Oh

[Chorus:]
Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough, worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough
Gotta fight some more
We've gotta fight, fight, fight, fight
Fight for this love
We've gotta fight, fight, fight, fight
Fight for this love
We've gotta fight, fight, fight, fight
Fight for this love
If it's worth having
It's worth fighting for. Oh

Now everyday ain't gonn' be no picnic
Love ain't a walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it now
Can't be afraid of the dark

[Pre-chorus]

[Chorus]

I don't know where we're heading
I'm willing and ready to go
We've been driving so fast
We just need to slow down
And just roll.. On...

[Chorus]

We've gotta fight, fight, fight, fight
Fight for this love
We've gotta fight, fight, fight, fight
Fight for this love
We've gotta fight, fight, fight, fight
Fight for this love
If it's worth having
It's worth fighting for. Oh 

Cry Me Out (by Pixie Lott)

"Cry Me Out"

I got your emails
You just don't get females now, do you?
What's in my heart
Is not in your head, anyway

Mate, you're too late
And you weren't worth the wait, now were you?
It's out of my hands
Since you blew your last chance when you played me

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that will fall mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain't all that
Baby, there's no way back
You can keep talkin'
But baby, I'm walkin' away

When I found out
You messed me about, I was broken
Back then I believed you
Now I don't need ya no more

The pic on your phone
Proves you weren't alone, she was with you, yeah
Now I couldn't care about who, what or where
We're through

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that will fall mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain't all that
Baby, there's no way back
You can keep talkin'
But baby, I'm walkin' away

Gonna have to cry me out
Gonna have to cry me out
Boy, there ain't no doubt
Gonna have to cry me out

Won't hurt a little bit
Boy, better get used to it
You can keep talkin'
But baby, I'm walkin' away

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that will fall mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

'Cause baby you ain't all that
Baby, there's no way back
You can keep talkin'
Baby, I'm walkin' away

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out 

Say GoodBye (By Chris Brown)

"Say Goodbye"

Look we gotta talk
Dang I know
I know it's just
It's just...
Some things I gotta get of my chest alright....
Yeahhhh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...
Listen..

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand
'cause I know

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?
Oh, oh, oh [4x]

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye 

-M-e-t-a-r-m-o-r-p-h-o-s-i-s-

Lolx.....met all my Union & CLS`s friends when i was hanging out around.

I`m kinda metarmorphosis when i saw them & those "Hot Chicks" from outside.
"Evil laugh"

Do you know why?

Cause they are super damn gorgeous after graduate.

When i hang out with them same as in Penang Hokkien people said....

"We are doing those 38 things"

"Do you know why?"

"1 words can describe Kap Lui"

WTH!
Look.....
Not "Kap Leng Zai" even "Ah Kua" i never let it go.

Am I a Lesbian?

YES!

Maybe,Totally,Definitely is.....
=D


Anyway take care all my friends.

Miss you all so much.

XoXo.

Heaven of Malaysia

WooHoo~
I`m back Penang.

Spend more than Rm600++ in KL.
4D3N.
Brought a lot of clothes from there.

Watched Ladaland with Eunice.
Baskin Robin with her & her friends.
Shopping alone.
Sat cab alone.
Monorail alone.
Eat alone.
Watched Blitz alone.

Blitz what a nice movie is.


But...
Stayed at my aunty house.
Chit-Chat with my cousin Rachel & same room with her.

KL`s NightMarket are different than KL.
A lot of hawkers food.

I lost my phone & got no camera.
So got no photos to upload.
=(

A L-E-S-S-O-N ?

I think is the perfect nightmare to me.
Somethings make me lose my temper again & again.

Anythings that warm as Hot Chocolate?Sweet as Cherry Pie?

I bite him again.
Sorry about that =(

I`m freaking crazy right now.
Better Fuck Off.

Thanks for the caring anyway.


I really can`t make it.

It`s doesn`t make sense about.


DuHhh~

Our fate will remain the same?


BULLSHIT~!


This is the legend story to lied kids.

But I am not a kids anymore.


Look....


Wanted me pretending I am happy when i holding hands with you?


Sorry,I can`t make it.


Forget the past & start a new life over again?


No way for sure!


You FOOL?


I told you before.


Don`t make me change my mind.

I will change my mind in anytime.


You really Son Of Bitch.


I really madly angry about.


What you have done?


Better don`t let me slap you.


I will do that....you know that too.

I realize that you are not my Mr Right.

Love,Trust & Protect each other?

I think i can`t spend my rest of my life with you.

The best way is we separate for a moment.

You do your job & i do mine.

Do force me stop my job end of this month.

I already contact my Da Jie.

She going to discuss about my things when she come back from U.S.A & Aus.

Stay here or leaving?

Such a question about.

I am waiting the time past.

The first & the last things that i gave to him is...

13/06/2011
 That`s was his Birthday.

A special hand made Birthday Card.

A water bottle.

A pen.

A pencil.

So you better beware.

I am not playing any games with you.

No warning.

No rules.

I will walk away easily in anytime.

Don`t ask me where to go.

I surely will answer you everywhere that i wanted to go.

You can`t STOP me.

I am S-O-R-R-Y

Continue my blog again

What`s next about Margaret?

Hmm.....

I think all the people who around me knew who is Shane right?

Yes~~!
He was my Ex bf.

We lost contact about 1 years++

Dunno why,he surely will found me.

& i didn`t tell him that where the hell am i.

I pray as hard as i could.

Yes,I pray.

Any problem?

I`m going to become a Christian.

Soon~!

Learning how to read Holy Bible at Music Class.

I`m quite enjoy & singing those Christian Songs so much.

Finally i recover & gained back my weight.

All my friends surely will asked me.

"Hey,Margaret Lee May Ying!"

"Where the hell are you?"

"You totally lost,i tot you sick till die because a bastard."

"You looked so ugly & skeleton did you know?"

AWHHHH~!

I`m kinda hurt & sad that you all said me like that.

I knew it is not worth that because of him i suffer till like that.

Well.....

A my friends told me that he got gf d.

The moment that i get my new phone & number.

The 1st person i wanted to contact was him.

2nd was Joel.

I kinda hate myself.

My life.....

My brain....

STUCKED with this 2 person.

Headache!

The story i started with Shane.

The 1st time i saw him.

He changed a lot.

Still smoke.

His`s life was suck!

Smoke,Clubbing,Sleep,Ponteng Class.

In my eyes he just a little potatoes.

& i will not going to give him any chance & forgive him i swear to God.

But he was like a stupid everyday text & call me.

I always closed my phone & try not too close to him.

"My msg will said Anything?Text me here,I`m busy doing my stuff."

I`m still remember that he was drunk & cried.

Call me to forgive him & please don`t leave him alone.

He said he quite pressure & his parents always scolded him.

He going to stop his college....FAILED every paper.

Maybe going to move out if can.

The 1st thing i do is try to STOP him.

& accom him to Disted & Han Chiang for a look.

Finally he continue his`s studies in Disted.

Why?

When i`m felt hungry in my working place.

He was the 1st person appear in my working place & bring my favourite food to me.

My purse left a few bucks,he put some money into my purse.

My phone got no credit,he reload for me.

I asking why he treat me so good?

Because of lasted time he treat me bad?

Or....

He just felt that i`m pity?

Accom me talked phone everynight.

Continuosly....everyday & 24 hours.

><

Surely will fetch me if got nobody fetch.

Why wanna do all the things?

=D

Phew~!

What a busy day is....

Finally I`m free =D

Working everyday -.-

It`s KILLED me.

Vomit !!
SIEN NIA!!!

Nike`s salary super duper damn ~!@#$%^&*()_+

ARGHHH~!

I got not enough money to spend.

Shopping after i get my salary.

我发现我对你的爱已经淡很多了。

不知道为什么，我发现我对你的爱已经淡很多了。

忽然很想停止我不在想你，不想要见到你。

我对你的付出，到了一年后你才知道。

会不会太迟？

很多人问我，我们之间到底发生了什么事。

你们不是在一起很久的吗？

为什么在Clubbing会看到他呢？

在一年后，我们相见。

再见还是朋友嘛。

我的生日快到了。

我只想要一个完美的生日。

与我的朋友庆祝，开开心心。

My favourite colour was Purple.
I like to eat Sushi.
I like to take random photos.
Like to wrote blog.
Trying hard to earn money to buy myself a things that i like.
Collected all the stamps & old money.

Going to get a Spider if can.
Going to tatoo if can.
Going to pierce my belly or tongue if can.

Going to changed myself into 360.

Don`t because of me you like all the things.
Just try to be urself.




Our distance was far away.
I knew you trying harder & harder wanted me back to you.

I`m BACK.
I`m alive.

But my heart was broken.
There`s was a scar over there.

Where are you?

Hello,there?
I`m heading to somewhere that belong to me.
I`ll changed my mind in anytime.

This was my lucky month A-P-R-I-L

Thanks daddy once again.
Finally i get G-Shock.

My Birthday is around the corner.
Mindy can`t celebrate with me.
=(
She going to Singapore to meet her lovely "Hu Xia"
"Xia Xia"

Wei!~
Next SAT i`m alone.
Felt bored that i`m alone at MusicLand.


Mindy~!
You surely will slap me.
I dunno how to see Bible.
Everytime you help me to find & turned the pages that mentioned about.

*S*

You knew what am i mean.
Waiting you to come back.

Eunice.
TeeHee~!
I`m waiting you to come back from KL too.
=D

STRESS

I am stress about my newest life.
Can`t even sleep well & eat.
3 days sleep with night mare.
Think this & that.
I realize that it`s hard to earn money.
Daddy & Mommy sorry for paying my medicine fee.
=(

Am I thinking too much?

Thanks Mindy & Jamie to be my good listeners.
Thanks for supporting me.
Without both of you i surely get mad & close myself  into my room.

I`m going suicide if nobody care me.
"Trusting in God, I became more determined to strive to have a normal life."
"I believed I had an important mission in life because I survived the attack."

F-U-C-K off

Don`t make me 360 upside down changed into a person.
I just wanna be myself.
Why?

You all in my wish lists.
I`m going insane..
What to do?
I L-O-V-E shopping.

=.=

Going to take JUNE intake.
Happy + felt madly tired with my new job.
"It difficult to make ends meet but I don`t lose hope."
"I believe anything is possible if you dream,work hard and pray."
Haiz~!
All my friends who around me were busying about their college life.
Perhaps still facing their another part of life in the same college.
Dating at school.
Don`t try to make me jealous.
How envy they are.

How about me?
Turning 19 this April.
Lord can you make my dreams come true?
Please....

I just wanna meet a guy who trust,love,care about me.

Oh Ya~

I found out that Dylan`s gf added me as friend in FaceBook.
Felt so surpise about it.
I approved her as my friend.

I was starring my lovely NetBook view-ING those photos how sweet they are.
Dylan looked fatter than before.
Visited him when he accident.
He looked skinny + can`t move at all.

Dylan thanks for visited me at Pantai Hospital.
& i visited back you.
Haha....

I`ll remember that what did you told me before.
I didn`t make my parents & you disappointed.

I standed it up by myself.
Facing all the problems by myself.
I fight it back.
Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down

 

"L-O-V-E"

Miss the moment that we hang out together with my Ji Muis.
Sushi King was owesome.
Movie day when free & off days.

Da jie just married.
Er Jie going to married too.
When is my turns?

I got no eyes to see too.
*Evil Laugh*
I`m still needed to care about my things.
New job,college life in June intake.
Yet retake my Undang & learning car.

Doing those stupid things when free.

Kinda bored that stayed at home & with my job.
Perhaps i still can shopping during
Finding G-Shock for myself.

Purple or Blue colour better?
Solar better ot normal better?
Hmmm.....
Rm200++ - Rm300++Awh~!
Hello Kitty Bed Sheet.I`m going to get you home.
Rm200++HELLO KITTY~!

Finally gain till 41kg d.^^
4 more kg to go.
I lost my lovely Mobile Phone during CNY.
T.T

Who can buy me a new  hp?
My parents not getting buy me a new Mobile Phone.
Going to get myself with my salary.

I needed a new Mobile Phone.

Mindy thank for the ride.
Sorry yaz,always wanted you to fetch me out.
Thanks for teaching me to played guitar chords.

My Teeth looked white now.
What a nice day.
It`s just cost Rm55 for washed my GIGI.

=D

A lot of things still in my new wish list.
I`m going to get you all for myself when i earn extra money.

Still remain the same.
My family,My RULES.

Finally went to the Indian Temple when off day.
A lot of things happen.

Sai BaBa~!
The things that you told me are TRUE.

My DREAMS come true.
I PRAY hardly as i can.
Yeah,without boys i won`t die.
Without $ i can die easily.

This is the REAL things.
I spent Rm700++ in Nike Shop.

So....
What the next?

"ATM" again.
"Angkat Tak Masuk"

Miss my Music Class so much.


STAY TUNED~!
Will be update my blog when free.

Love this song so much too.

"Shontelle-Perfect Nightmare"

Sometimes we fight, sometimes I cry

Why don't I just tell him goodbye

Sometimes I should, but sometimes I don't

Build up the strength to say that it's wrong

Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love

Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I don't

Sometimes I wait for him to change

But it's okay, I've disguised the pain

And I don't ever wanna leave him alone

They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, yeahh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it

I already know I don't deserve it

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

No way, no way, no way,

No way, no way, no way, no way

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Sometimes I keep my cool, sometimes I let him know

Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door

Sometimes I feel safe, sometimes I really don't

Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go

But I don't ever wanna leave him alone

They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, oh oooh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it

I already know I don't deserve it

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

No way, no way, no way,

No way, no way, no way, no way

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Hoping he's changing, but I'm scared he's not

Can't see a way to leave, help me open my eyes

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it

I already know I don't deserve it

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare, perfect

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it (no way)

I already know I don't deserve it

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting (don't mind hurting)

This is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

No way, no way, no way,

No way, no way, no way, no way

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

No way, no way, no way,

No way, no way, no way, no way

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Perfect nightmare. 

Love this song so much.

"Bruno Mars-Grenade"

Easy come, easy go

That's just how you live, oh

Take, take, take it all

But you never give

Should've known you was trouble

From the first kiss

Had your eyes wide open

Why were they open?

[Bridge]

Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, you did

To give me all your love

Is all I ever asked

Cause what you don't understand

Is

[Chorus]

I'd catch a grenade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Throw my hand on the blade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I'd jump in front of a train for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

You know I'd do anything for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes, I would die for you, baby

But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue

Beat me 'til I'm numb

Tell the devil I said "Hey" when you get back to where you're from

Mad woman, bad woman

That's just what you are

Yeah, you smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

[Bridge]

Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, yes you did

To give me all your love

Is all I ever asked

Cause what you don't understand

Is

[Chorus]

I'd catch a grenade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Throw my hand on the blade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I'd jump in front of a train for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

You know I'd do anything for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes, I would die for you, baby

But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire

You would watch me burn down in flames

You said you loved me, you're a liar

Cause you never ever ever did, baby

But, darling, I'd still catch a grenade for you

Throw my hand on the blade for you

I'd jump in front of a train for you

You know I'd do anything for you

I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes I would die for you baby

But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same

Oh, you never do the same

No, you won't do the same

You wouldn't do the same

Ooh, you'd never do the same

Oh, no no no 

I`m going insane.

Nike Free running shoes.

Mp3.
Watch.
Dresses.
Went to Queens everyday.
I think i`m going to check my eyes.
Those things make my eyes,brain,heart unstable.

ATM again.
I`m going insane.

ARGH~!

Why all my friends were wondering Margaret izzit a lessbian?

How many time did i told you all?

I`m just interested about see-ing those Leng Luis.

How envy when saw those Leng Luis at outside.

HAHA

Hey,don`t worry about me my friends.

This world still got a lot of boys that i never  met before.

So....

I prefer single.

All my Ji Muis & Heng Dais support me.

In RelationShip or Single is that important?

I`m a emotional person.

So,don`t try to make me confused & complicated.

Felt 38 that why you call me when i hard to breath.

I was like going to die at that moment.

Feel 38 that i texted you.

Suddenly felt that wanna go out & talk to you.
God Bless Me.
Since you said i`m skinny,now i`m totally 360% change into another person.
Surely will treat you eat & movie together my friend.
I own you.
=D

Felt so happy that you texted with me everyday after school.

You wake me up.
Awh~!


还是单身比较好。
在感情上我是个失败者。

爱对我来说是个很恐怖的东西。

Dylan,Shane,Joel.
对我来说是个过来人。


我们到底怎么了？

最好笑的是你来我家载我，我妈妈超高兴的。
她以为你是我的男朋友。

I told my mom we are brother.

我的二姐一直说我没人要。
想介绍男生给我。

最好笑的是你不相信我能吃完整个PopCorn.
我既然一个人吃完。
我的100Plus和你的Sprite交换。
既然喝错水。

=.=

You`re my best brother.
You changed my mind.
Thanks~!

I`m so proud that have a good listeners.

Kai Lun,Jason,Ming Feng,Jun Yi & you are my best Heng Dai`s.

My life`s was owesome knew you all.

Just let the past over.
Thanks for scolding me,perli me & suan siao me.

I`ll never fall down again.
All my family members,best friends & you all supported me.

GOOD SUPPORTERs~!

Trying to earn more money for myself.
我不是个小孩了，我长大了。
再也不是个以前的大小姐，什么东西都不会了。
不会哭，不会乱发脾气了。

我要把那些看不起我的人，后悔。


I can wear,buy new & nice clothes.
Dresses,High Heels,Cosmetics waiting for me.

I`m going to get myself a laptop bag.

Daddy.
You kinda cute with my Hello Kitty NetBook bag.
*Evil Laugh*

My lovely pressie & I.

"Chip" from Guardian as my christmas present.

My new clothes & I.

Finally gain back my weight.
WooHoo~!

Kinda stupid that he did.

OMG~
He didn`t realize that person is was me in the shop.
Wee~

He still remain the same with the nerd outlooked.
Perhaps he is rich,but was a playboy.
What a good actress that acting in front of me still lied to me lasted time.

Ish~`He doesn`t realize that the person in front of him is was me.
I was standing beside him.

I fatter than before,360 changed.
Totally changed into another person
Still with the long + Straight Ash Brown Hair colour.

Aww!
I love my hair colour.
Thanks Mommy that help me to dyed my hair for twice.
I`m using the Liese`s product.

Always went to shopping with Ji Muis or family.
1st Avenue,Praging Mall,Gurney,QueensBay.
I haven`t go the Strait Quay yet.

But~!
I always went to Tuitti Fruiti for ice-cream.I`m just near by his`s house.

I`m going to sleep btw,felt madly tired about my new job.
<(^(o0)^)>

Nothing to do.

Ahem~
Long time didn`t update my blog d.
So continue again to wote about me.
I`m so happy with my new job.
All the staff were so friendly+kind.

Yet......
A lot of things happen....
Damn funny that chit-chat with them when got no customer.
That stupid Wei San let me kena hit my face with shoes in the Stocks Room.

Going to learn car soon.
Even i get my license,i got no car to drive too.
Who can lend or buy me a car?

I`m fatter then before.
Yeah~
Horray~


Da Jie & Jie Fu.
I`m waiting both of you to come my working place to buy things from me.
*Evil Laugh*

I felt that damn regret that because of stupid guy.
I cried like hell.
I won`t cry anymore because of him.
Big Girl Don`t Cry.

My tears will drop that I love + care.
My Mr. Right.
Prince Charming.
Ahaha.....


I prefer single.
I can do whatever that i like.

Training back my stamina.
I`m felt so insane that jogging at Pisa Stadium for 3-4 rounds.

Earning extra money for myself.
I going to buy a Casio`s watch.
Rm99 better or Baby G Rm280++?
Don`t think about G-Shock.
Damn expensive.
How about running shoes from Nike?
Mp3 for jogging?

I was insane about Guardian`s Toy "Chip".
Finally i brought it d.
As my Christmas present for myself.
I`m surely will hug it when i was sleep everynight.

Am i looked childish?
Maybe....
But it`s really looked cute what.
What to do?

Waiting my salary come out 1st.
Daddy can you buy it for me?
"No"
It`s too expensive d.
"If you want,buy it by urself."
This is how he answered me.

I had been long time didn`t take money from my dad d.
Using my saving account to shopping.
Always went to MayBank ATM.

BUT....
All my new clothes was paid by him.
Muacks~
Love you daddy.
My CupBoard fulled with my new clothes.
My room fulled with 10pairs++`s shoes.

Tutti Fruiti,Baskin Robin,Dragon-I,Sushi,Nandos,KFC,McD,Pizza & more....
For my life.

Going to eat hawkers food btw.
Ice-Kacang from market.
Chedol from Penang Road.
Chay Koay Teow & Hokkien Mee for my breakfast.
Nasi Kandar from my house area when dinner or lunch.



I`m crazy about traditional clothes.
Finally get Punjabi.
Going to get Kebaya.
Dinner Dress from Queens or Gurney.
For my cousin wedding on June.

I realize that how hard that my dad earn more & extra for 1 family.
Daddy when you going to use ur C6?
My dad was busying about his`s business.
Using 3-4 laptops & nettbook.
Going to ButterWorth with him for work too.

Sorry for paying my medicine fee.
Rm300-Rm400++ per months.
=.=

Who interested about sportwear stuff?
Can find me.

Damn fucking cold that swimming at Mindy`s house on 31/12/2010.
Just me,Mindy & Ming Feng swim only.
Jamie was the CAMERA GIRL.

Wow,those photos & videos still in my mobile phone & laptop.
How funny are us on that day.
Talking all the nonsense through my lovely phone.
My mobile phone was good in capture photos & sounds.
But not good than Iphone & BlackBerry.
DSLR too.
Argh~

Who can sell me with half price`s DSLR?
Who can lend me their phone for long life.
xD

No clubbing life & beers to me anymore.
It`s killed me.


I went to club for 4 times only.
>.<
Mindy.
When going for my 5th times?
When going to visit there again?
Kinda miss there.


But i prefer we sat in Sega or Bed.

Going turn 19 year old this April.
I wanna buy cupcakes for my Bday.
& Vickie i wanna learn how to make CupCakes.
When the class start?

So that i can make those cupcakes for my love.
Going to learn how to cook from my mom.

CNY is around the corner.
Red Packet waiting for me.
WooHoo~

Stay Tuned~

AutoCity Day with Eunice,Celine & Mindy.

Loh Guan Lye Hospital

What a nice lobby.