Love this song so much too.

"Shontelle-Perfect Nightmare"

Sometimes we fight, sometimes I cry

Why don't I just tell him goodbye

Sometimes I should, but sometimes I don't

Build up the strength to say that it's wrong

Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love

Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I don't

Sometimes I wait for him to change

But it's okay, I've disguised the pain

And I don't ever wanna leave him alone

They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, yeahh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it

I already know I don't deserve it

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

No way, no way, no way,

No way, no way, no way, no way

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Sometimes I keep my cool, sometimes I let him know

Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door

Sometimes I feel safe, sometimes I really don't

Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go

But I don't ever wanna leave him alone

They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, oh oooh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it

I already know I don't deserve it

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

No way, no way, no way,

No way, no way, no way, no way

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Hoping he's changing, but I'm scared he's not

Can't see a way to leave, help me open my eyes

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it

I already know I don't deserve it

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare, perfect

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it (no way)

I already know I don't deserve it

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting (don't mind hurting)

This is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

No way, no way, no way,

No way, no way, no way, no way

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

No way, no way, no way,

No way, no way, no way, no way

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Perfect nightmare. 

Love this song so much.

"Bruno Mars-Grenade"

Easy come, easy go

That's just how you live, oh

Take, take, take it all

But you never give

Should've known you was trouble

From the first kiss

Had your eyes wide open

Why were they open?

[Bridge]

Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, you did

To give me all your love

Is all I ever asked

Cause what you don't understand

Is

[Chorus]

I'd catch a grenade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Throw my hand on the blade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I'd jump in front of a train for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

You know I'd do anything for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes, I would die for you, baby

But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue

Beat me 'til I'm numb

Tell the devil I said "Hey" when you get back to where you're from

Mad woman, bad woman

That's just what you are

Yeah, you smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

[Bridge]

Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, yes you did

To give me all your love

Is all I ever asked

Cause what you don't understand

Is

[Chorus]

I'd catch a grenade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Throw my hand on the blade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I'd jump in front of a train for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

You know I'd do anything for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes, I would die for you, baby

But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire

You would watch me burn down in flames

You said you loved me, you're a liar

Cause you never ever ever did, baby

But, darling, I'd still catch a grenade for you

Throw my hand on the blade for you

I'd jump in front of a train for you

You know I'd do anything for you

I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes I would die for you baby

But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same

Oh, you never do the same

No, you won't do the same

You wouldn't do the same

Ooh, you'd never do the same

Oh, no no no 

I`m going insane.

Nike Free running shoes.

Mp3.
Watch.
Dresses.
Went to Queens everyday.
I think i`m going to check my eyes.
Those things make my eyes,brain,heart unstable.

ATM again.
I`m going insane.

ARGH~!

Why all my friends were wondering Margaret izzit a lessbian?

How many time did i told you all?

I`m just interested about see-ing those Leng Luis.

How envy when saw those Leng Luis at outside.

HAHA

Hey,don`t worry about me my friends.

This world still got a lot of boys that i never  met before.

So....

I prefer single.

All my Ji Muis & Heng Dais support me.

In RelationShip or Single is that important?

I`m a emotional person.

So,don`t try to make me confused & complicated.

Felt 38 that why you call me when i hard to breath.

I was like going to die at that moment.

Feel 38 that i texted you.

Suddenly felt that wanna go out & talk to you.
God Bless Me.
Since you said i`m skinny,now i`m totally 360% change into another person.
Surely will treat you eat & movie together my friend.
I own you.
=D

Felt so happy that you texted with me everyday after school.

You wake me up.
Awh~!


还是单身比较好。
在感情上我是个失败者。

爱对我来说是个很恐怖的东西。

Dylan,Shane,Joel.
对我来说是个过来人。


我们到底怎么了？

最好笑的是你来我家载我，我妈妈超高兴的。
她以为你是我的男朋友。

I told my mom we are brother.

我的二姐一直说我没人要。
想介绍男生给我。

最好笑的是你不相信我能吃完整个PopCorn.
我既然一个人吃完。
我的100Plus和你的Sprite交换。
既然喝错水。

=.=

You`re my best brother.
You changed my mind.
Thanks~!

I`m so proud that have a good listeners.

Kai Lun,Jason,Ming Feng,Jun Yi & you are my best Heng Dai`s.

My life`s was owesome knew you all.

Just let the past over.
Thanks for scolding me,perli me & suan siao me.

I`ll never fall down again.
All my family members,best friends & you all supported me.

GOOD SUPPORTERs~!

Trying to earn more money for myself.
我不是个小孩了，我长大了。
再也不是个以前的大小姐，什么东西都不会了。
不会哭，不会乱发脾气了。

我要把那些看不起我的人，后悔。


I can wear,buy new & nice clothes.
Dresses,High Heels,Cosmetics waiting for me.

I`m going to get myself a laptop bag.

Daddy.
You kinda cute with my Hello Kitty NetBook bag.
*Evil Laugh*

My lovely pressie & I.

"Chip" from Guardian as my christmas present.

My new clothes & I.

Finally gain back my weight.
WooHoo~!

Kinda stupid that he did.

OMG~
He didn`t realize that person is was me in the shop.
Wee~

He still remain the same with the nerd outlooked.
Perhaps he is rich,but was a playboy.
What a good actress that acting in front of me still lied to me lasted time.

Ish~`He doesn`t realize that the person in front of him is was me.
I was standing beside him.

I fatter than before,360 changed.
Totally changed into another person
Still with the long + Straight Ash Brown Hair colour.

Aww!
I love my hair colour.
Thanks Mommy that help me to dyed my hair for twice.
I`m using the Liese`s product.

Always went to shopping with Ji Muis or family.
1st Avenue,Praging Mall,Gurney,QueensBay.
I haven`t go the Strait Quay yet.

But~!
I always went to Tuitti Fruiti for ice-cream.I`m just near by his`s house.

I`m going to sleep btw,felt madly tired about my new job.
<(^(o0)^)>

Nothing to do.

Ahem~
Long time didn`t update my blog d.
So continue again to wote about me.
I`m so happy with my new job.
All the staff were so friendly+kind.

Yet......
A lot of things happen....
Damn funny that chit-chat with them when got no customer.
That stupid Wei San let me kena hit my face with shoes in the Stocks Room.

Going to learn car soon.
Even i get my license,i got no car to drive too.
Who can lend or buy me a car?

I`m fatter then before.
Yeah~
Horray~


Da Jie & Jie Fu.
I`m waiting both of you to come my working place to buy things from me.
*Evil Laugh*

I felt that damn regret that because of stupid guy.
I cried like hell.
I won`t cry anymore because of him.
Big Girl Don`t Cry.

My tears will drop that I love + care.
My Mr. Right.
Prince Charming.
Ahaha.....


I prefer single.
I can do whatever that i like.

Training back my stamina.
I`m felt so insane that jogging at Pisa Stadium for 3-4 rounds.

Earning extra money for myself.
I going to buy a Casio`s watch.
Rm99 better or Baby G Rm280++?
Don`t think about G-Shock.
Damn expensive.
How about running shoes from Nike?
Mp3 for jogging?

I was insane about Guardian`s Toy "Chip".
Finally i brought it d.
As my Christmas present for myself.
I`m surely will hug it when i was sleep everynight.

Am i looked childish?
Maybe....
But it`s really looked cute what.
What to do?

Waiting my salary come out 1st.
Daddy can you buy it for me?
"No"
It`s too expensive d.
"If you want,buy it by urself."
This is how he answered me.

I had been long time didn`t take money from my dad d.
Using my saving account to shopping.
Always went to MayBank ATM.

BUT....
All my new clothes was paid by him.
Muacks~
Love you daddy.
My CupBoard fulled with my new clothes.
My room fulled with 10pairs++`s shoes.

Tutti Fruiti,Baskin Robin,Dragon-I,Sushi,Nandos,KFC,McD,Pizza & more....
For my life.

Going to eat hawkers food btw.
Ice-Kacang from market.
Chedol from Penang Road.
Chay Koay Teow & Hokkien Mee for my breakfast.
Nasi Kandar from my house area when dinner or lunch.



I`m crazy about traditional clothes.
Finally get Punjabi.
Going to get Kebaya.
Dinner Dress from Queens or Gurney.
For my cousin wedding on June.

I realize that how hard that my dad earn more & extra for 1 family.
Daddy when you going to use ur C6?
My dad was busying about his`s business.
Using 3-4 laptops & nettbook.
Going to ButterWorth with him for work too.

Sorry for paying my medicine fee.
Rm300-Rm400++ per months.
=.=

Who interested about sportwear stuff?
Can find me.

Damn fucking cold that swimming at Mindy`s house on 31/12/2010.
Just me,Mindy & Ming Feng swim only.
Jamie was the CAMERA GIRL.

Wow,those photos & videos still in my mobile phone & laptop.
How funny are us on that day.
Talking all the nonsense through my lovely phone.
My mobile phone was good in capture photos & sounds.
But not good than Iphone & BlackBerry.
DSLR too.
Argh~

Who can sell me with half price`s DSLR?
Who can lend me their phone for long life.
xD

No clubbing life & beers to me anymore.
It`s killed me.


I went to club for 4 times only.
>.<
Mindy.
When going for my 5th times?
When going to visit there again?
Kinda miss there.


But i prefer we sat in Sega or Bed.

Going turn 19 year old this April.
I wanna buy cupcakes for my Bday.
& Vickie i wanna learn how to make CupCakes.
When the class start?

So that i can make those cupcakes for my love.
Going to learn how to cook from my mom.

CNY is around the corner.
Red Packet waiting for me.
WooHoo~

Stay Tuned~

AutoCity Day with Eunice,Celine & Mindy.

Loh Guan Lye Hospital

What a nice lobby.