STRESS

I am stress about my newest life.
Can`t even sleep well & eat.
3 days sleep with night mare.
Think this & that.
I realize that it`s hard to earn money.
Daddy & Mommy sorry for paying my medicine fee.
=(

Am I thinking too much?

Thanks Mindy & Jamie to be my good listeners.
Thanks for supporting me.
Without both of you i surely get mad & close myself  into my room.

I`m going suicide if nobody care me.
"Trusting in God, I became more determined to strive to have a normal life."
"I believed I had an important mission in life because I survived the attack."

F-U-C-K off

Don`t make me 360 upside down changed into a person.
I just wanna be myself.
Why?

You all in my wish lists.
I`m going insane..
What to do?
I L-O-V-E shopping.

=.=

Going to take JUNE intake.
Happy + felt madly tired with my new job.
"It difficult to make ends meet but I don`t lose hope."
"I believe anything is possible if you dream,work hard and pray."
Haiz~!
All my friends who around me were busying about their college life.
Perhaps still facing their another part of life in the same college.
Dating at school.
Don`t try to make me jealous.
How envy they are.

How about me?
Turning 19 this April.
Lord can you make my dreams come true?
Please....

I just wanna meet a guy who trust,love,care about me.

Oh Ya~

I found out that Dylan`s gf added me as friend in FaceBook.
Felt so surpise about it.
I approved her as my friend.

I was starring my lovely NetBook view-ING those photos how sweet they are.
Dylan looked fatter than before.
Visited him when he accident.
He looked skinny + can`t move at all.

Dylan thanks for visited me at Pantai Hospital.
& i visited back you.
Haha....

I`ll remember that what did you told me before.
I didn`t make my parents & you disappointed.

I standed it up by myself.
Facing all the problems by myself.
I fight it back.
Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down

 

"L-O-V-E"

Miss the moment that we hang out together with my Ji Muis.
Sushi King was owesome.
Movie day when free & off days.

Da jie just married.
Er Jie going to married too.
When is my turns?

I got no eyes to see too.
*Evil Laugh*
I`m still needed to care about my things.
New job,college life in June intake.
Yet retake my Undang & learning car.

Doing those stupid things when free.

Kinda bored that stayed at home & with my job.
Perhaps i still can shopping during
Finding G-Shock for myself.

Purple or Blue colour better?
Solar better ot normal better?
Hmmm.....
Rm200++ - Rm300++Awh~!
Hello Kitty Bed Sheet.I`m going to get you home.
Rm200++HELLO KITTY~!

Finally gain till 41kg d.^^
4 more kg to go.
I lost my lovely Mobile Phone during CNY.
T.T

Who can buy me a new  hp?
My parents not getting buy me a new Mobile Phone.
Going to get myself with my salary.

I needed a new Mobile Phone.

Mindy thank for the ride.
Sorry yaz,always wanted you to fetch me out.
Thanks for teaching me to played guitar chords.

My Teeth looked white now.
What a nice day.
It`s just cost Rm55 for washed my GIGI.

=D

A lot of things still in my new wish list.
I`m going to get you all for myself when i earn extra money.

Still remain the same.
My family,My RULES.

Finally went to the Indian Temple when off day.
A lot of things happen.

Sai BaBa~!
The things that you told me are TRUE.

My DREAMS come true.
I PRAY hardly as i can.
Yeah,without boys i won`t die.
Without $ i can die easily.

This is the REAL things.
I spent Rm700++ in Nike Shop.

So....
What the next?

"ATM" again.
"Angkat Tak Masuk"

Miss my Music Class so much.


STAY TUNED~!
Will be update my blog when free.