Heaven of Malaysia

WooHoo~
I`m back Penang.

Spend more than Rm600++ in KL.
4D3N.
Brought a lot of clothes from there.

Watched Ladaland with Eunice.
Baskin Robin with her & her friends.
Shopping alone.
Sat cab alone.
Monorail alone.
Eat alone.
Watched Blitz alone.

Blitz what a nice movie is.


But...
Stayed at my aunty house.
Chit-Chat with my cousin Rachel & same room with her.

KL`s NightMarket are different than KL.
A lot of hawkers food.

I lost my phone & got no camera.
So got no photos to upload.
=(

A L-E-S-S-O-N ?

I think is the perfect nightmare to me.
Somethings make me lose my temper again & again.

Anythings that warm as Hot Chocolate?Sweet as Cherry Pie?

I bite him again.
Sorry about that =(

I`m freaking crazy right now.
Better Fuck Off.

Thanks for the caring anyway.


I really can`t make it.

It`s doesn`t make sense about.


DuHhh~

Our fate will remain the same?


BULLSHIT~!


This is the legend story to lied kids.

But I am not a kids anymore.


Look....


Wanted me pretending I am happy when i holding hands with you?


Sorry,I can`t make it.


Forget the past & start a new life over again?


No way for sure!


You FOOL?


I told you before.


Don`t make me change my mind.

I will change my mind in anytime.


You really Son Of Bitch.


I really madly angry about.


What you have done?


Better don`t let me slap you.


I will do that....you know that too.

I realize that you are not my Mr Right.

Love,Trust & Protect each other?

I think i can`t spend my rest of my life with you.

The best way is we separate for a moment.

You do your job & i do mine.

Do force me stop my job end of this month.

I already contact my Da Jie.

She going to discuss about my things when she come back from U.S.A & Aus.

Stay here or leaving?

Such a question about.

I am waiting the time past.

The first & the last things that i gave to him is...

13/06/2011
 That`s was his Birthday.

A special hand made Birthday Card.

A water bottle.

A pen.

A pencil.

So you better beware.

I am not playing any games with you.

No warning.

No rules.

I will walk away easily in anytime.

Don`t ask me where to go.

I surely will answer you everywhere that i wanted to go.

You can`t STOP me.

I am S-O-R-R-Y

Continue my blog again

What`s next about Margaret?

Hmm.....

I think all the people who around me knew who is Shane right?

Yes~~!
He was my Ex bf.

We lost contact about 1 years++

Dunno why,he surely will found me.

& i didn`t tell him that where the hell am i.

I pray as hard as i could.

Yes,I pray.

Any problem?

I`m going to become a Christian.

Soon~!

Learning how to read Holy Bible at Music Class.

I`m quite enjoy & singing those Christian Songs so much.

Finally i recover & gained back my weight.

All my friends surely will asked me.

"Hey,Margaret Lee May Ying!"

"Where the hell are you?"

"You totally lost,i tot you sick till die because a bastard."

"You looked so ugly & skeleton did you know?"

AWHHHH~!

I`m kinda hurt & sad that you all said me like that.

I knew it is not worth that because of him i suffer till like that.

Well.....

A my friends told me that he got gf d.

The moment that i get my new phone & number.

The 1st person i wanted to contact was him.

2nd was Joel.

I kinda hate myself.

My life.....

My brain....

STUCKED with this 2 person.

Headache!

The story i started with Shane.

The 1st time i saw him.

He changed a lot.

Still smoke.

His`s life was suck!

Smoke,Clubbing,Sleep,Ponteng Class.

In my eyes he just a little potatoes.

& i will not going to give him any chance & forgive him i swear to God.

But he was like a stupid everyday text & call me.

I always closed my phone & try not too close to him.

"My msg will said Anything?Text me here,I`m busy doing my stuff."

I`m still remember that he was drunk & cried.

Call me to forgive him & please don`t leave him alone.

He said he quite pressure & his parents always scolded him.

He going to stop his college....FAILED every paper.

Maybe going to move out if can.

The 1st thing i do is try to STOP him.

& accom him to Disted & Han Chiang for a look.

Finally he continue his`s studies in Disted.

Why?

When i`m felt hungry in my working place.

He was the 1st person appear in my working place & bring my favourite food to me.

My purse left a few bucks,he put some money into my purse.

My phone got no credit,he reload for me.

I asking why he treat me so good?

Because of lasted time he treat me bad?

Or....

He just felt that i`m pity?

Accom me talked phone everynight.

Continuosly....everyday & 24 hours.

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Surely will fetch me if got nobody fetch.

Why wanna do all the things?